Lots of RANDOM THOUGHTS today:

Wonder what my readers will feel if I put a malay song here. I love a very very nice malay song by Siti Nurhaliza. I shall post it up next week perhaps.

Anyway, this song 最熟息的陌生人suits the season that I'm in now. Sad to say, some closer friends seemed to have become total strangers to me. I looked at the smses in my hp from someone. Pondered for a long time. Deleted away the smses as I cried sadly in my heart.


Hungry! Been feeling hungry easily lately. Feel hungry at night especially. What is wrong with me? I'm getting FAT. And I'm SAD about this. I can't wait for school to start and to start going to the gym every week!

Children are like eggs. They are precious to the parents. Parents have to handle them with care in order not to break them. If the parent is too afraid of breaking the egg and begins to hold the egg tightly, the egg will break instead of remaining safe and intact. So parents need to control their strength and be careful not to hold on TOO tightly or add TOO much pressure on their love ones. Similarly for teachers, we need to handle our "eggs" well.

It's deliverance service tomorrow. I've never felt more nervous than this time. The 1st time I had the deliverance service, I was scared cos I don't really understand what it's about. Then the next few times, I wasn't scared cos I understand and never need to respond to any altarcall. Then I was nervous last year cos it was my first time having to pray for people. This time, I was nervous cos I feel that because of what I went through this whole year, I really had bitterness and unforgiveness in my heart against someone. Like what a friend told me, "We are wounded soldiers in the war." I'm badly wounded. I need healing and deliverance from God. Friend, I wonder what will manifest out of me too.